My Life Has Been...
... so-so.
That's why I don't write much about it. But hey, a so-so life is much better than a stressful one, eh?
Last night I told Danny on the phone that I'm exciting to welcome Friday night. "Why?" "Because it's Indonesian Idol night!" "Gosh, Connie. You are SO simple!"
I laughed. And I'm happy realizing that a friend finally found that I'm a simple person. I AM simple, I look simple, I have simple wishes, but apparently, my life, the so-so one, isn't that simple. Simple pimple like a kid. How I wish my life were that simple.
It's Thursday now, and it feels like Wednesday still. Because Wednesday is the happiest day of the week for me for no reason. I'm happy, hopeful and prayful today. Yay.
I got my bedsheet changed this morning by Miskiyah. I'd sleep on a clean sheet, dream of good stuff hopefully. The stains of drool I had for a week has gone, will be removed the next time she do the laundry.
Dad. He's been very obsessed with writing a book. Has been working on it for almost 2 years, and still keeps writing. Whenever I ask him when the book will be finished, he always answer optimistically, "The latest will be next month." Hehe. My cute li'l old man.
I had this fried yellow tofu as my rice companion this lunch. It's good, as I love salty food. It's cheap, too - and many said that tofu is a healthy food.
So Vox, that's how's my life has been. I mean, my Thursday. I actually have some personal stuff posted here, but they're private. Jeanne asked me yesterday what problems I'm facing right now, and she's been annoyingly asking the same question to me for weeks! She seriously "hints-illiterate". So I finally tell her frankly yesterday to stop asking me, as I want to keep them private and I don't feel comfortable sharing them with her.
I can't remember when's the last time I went out from the house. Meeting other people rather than Dad and Miskiyah. Hanging up and wasting time with my friends. Damaging my kidneys with beer. Spending Rp. 100,000 a night for a cab. I miss going out. But everyone's been busy with their own lives, so yeah.
Thursday, you feel like Wednesday. I love you for that.
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I love the feel and smell of clean sheets!!!
Have a good day Connie :)